today you have been gone for 4yrs and it still seems so wrong and hurtful, i miss you with every breath i take and i think of you with every wakeing moment and dream when im asleep, i miss you so very much son, my life is empty without your laugh and smiles....my heart aches when i think about you, my life is empty....why it happened i will never know but the 1 thing i am sure of is that you made my life a happier place while you were in it...I MISS YOU RICHARD...xxxxxxx...mum....xxxxx